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Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
EXACTLY 5 YEARS AGO...

i have came to America from Poland<3

wow the time really flew by!
 
 
my mood: irritated
my heart beat: A Change Of Pace - "Loose lips sink ships"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
13 June 2005 @ 03:18 pm
long time no update. Hello <3

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1. A single complete pulsation of the heart.

2. A vital force or driving impulse.
 
 
my mood: exhausted
my heart beat: From First To Last - "Emily"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
Yesssss... so I ended up going.
My friend Dave was willing to come all the way from Trumbull and go with me, yay, thank you so much! It was definitly good to see him again, since I havent seen him in a while.
Sooo... the show started at 8.

Fear Before was first... there were awesome, once again<3
Then These Arms Are Snakes play. First time seeing them, and The Chariot.. they were both good!
Theeeen UNDEROATH! Of course the crowd went nuts.
Overall, it was amazing, no words to describe right now. :-)

I hope everyone else who went had fun, and for you that didnt.. well sucks for you. muaha.

♥ Kalina ♥
 
 
my mood: happy
my heart beat: A.T.F.E.H - "A Night To Remember, A Morning To Forget"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
25 April 2005 @ 08:04 am
If anyone wants to go to see Underoath, Fear Before The March of Flames, The Chariot, and These Arms are Snakes this wednesday the 27th at 7pm at the Webster Theatre then let me know!!!! thankkkkkkkkks ♥ Kalina
 
 
my mood: curious
my heart beat: The Early November - "Sunday Drive"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
03 March 2005 @ 08:30 pm
I
am
lonely







</3 Kalina &hearts;
 
 
my mood: disappointed
my heart beat: TrapNote - "Decisions"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
24 February 2005 @ 06:40 pm
Well.. I havent updated in a long time.
Life is alright.
School still sucks.
I'm single.
And my birthday is in a few days.

I wrote a poem the other day so I thought I'd post it.
Here it is...

"With one dance we begin, with one dance we end."

Love is not an accident waiting to happen.
It's a collision caused by misleading feelings.
Two hearts eager to end up in happiness,
now begin to go their seperate ways.
Where was integrity in this?
You pulled on my last heartstring,
leaving me with nothing but a reminder
of something beautiful that could have happened.
I guess we'll never know.
I suppose it's a way to save ourselves
from another fairy tale love story.
But I'm beginning to think...
I'd rather go day by day with this ache inside me,
other than not have you at all.
I'm sorry.
I'll understand if I never cross your mind again.
Maybe banging my head against a brick wall six times
will help me do the same.
Let these thoughts fade away.
But now I need you more than ever.
And our memories are still hanging on
by the last thread.
I take one step to the side.
Let me suffer from this prosperous tragic ending.



♥Kalina
 
 
my mood: confused
my heart beat: Silverstein - "November"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
Quiz created by: Kalina
Don't Click The Answer Link Until Your Done With The Questions!!


I found some silly pictures and an idea of making a quiz came to my mind. Let me know how your answers worked out! This quiz is to see what kind of person you're better off dating in the future!

Question #1


"What is the first thing you notice about her/him?"

a)butt + boobs and all that good stuff
b) eyes, hair, etc
c) smile
d) weight/height


Question #2


"Do you kiss on the first date?"

a)yes, duh
b)no, well maybe sometimes!
c)depends on who it is
d)never, unless theyre like perfect


Question #3


"Where would you take him/her out for your 2nd date?"

a)my crib
b)some nice restaurant or fast food!
c)the movies
d)the beach


Question #4


"What was your longest relationship so far?"

a)couple weeks
b)few months
c)a year or more
d)i'm not into serious relationships at the moment, flings yeah


Question #5


"Do you believe in love at first sight?"

a)oh trust me, definitly
b)once in a lifetime, or twice?!
c)maybe
d)not really, no


Question #6


"What do you usually do on weekends?"

a)go clubin'
b)party hardy!
c)hang out at people's houses
d)stay home, wait for people to visit


Question #7


"Do you have a valentine already?"

a)not really, but like 10 are on my mind
b)maybe yes
c)most definitly
d)v-day is like everyday for me


Question #8


"What are you actions after seeing a hot girl/guy?"

a)go up to them and get their digits
b)wave at them, flash a smile, walk over!
c)your insides are screaming HEY! but your speachless
d)if they like me, which they probably do, they'll come over


Question #9


"What kind of girls/guys you think your good with?"

a)the jocks, body builders
b)the cute ones who will make you giggle
c)someone very intelligent, don't really care about the looks
d)someone very romantic with an attitude

Now let's see the truth...



CLICK HERE FOR THE RESULTS!!! )
 
 
my mood: amused
my heart beat: Between Home And Serenity - "Tranquility"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
13 January 2005 @ 02:58 pm
Ok so, today in school i got a chance to see "NAPOLEON DYNAMITE" for the first time ever. As I have noticed about 99% of people have already seen it, and think that it's completely hilarious. Hmm... nope, I definitly didn't get that from the movie. The movie definitly has no plot at all, and the only way I could find it funny is because it's so stupid. I really don't know why it's rated as the funniest movie of the year. The jokes aren't funny, at all. Do people just think it's funny because of the way they use their tone of voice? I really don't get it. Help me out on this one.
Maybe if I see this movie about 100 times like everyone else I'll think it's funny. What do you think about this movie eh?
 
 
my mood: confused
my heart beat: Eyes Catch Fire - "Anything But The A"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
I am sooo content with everything in my life right now. Things really could not get any better. Ahh... I'm so thankful for days like that to finally come!!!
I took a bunch of pictures so here you go. Enjoy. Thanks for your time. Have a nice day.<3
Thank you for making me realize some things I haven't realized before. MUAH



CLICK FOR MORE PICTURES HEREEEE )
 
 
my mood: crazy
my heart beat: Alexisonfire - "Hey, It's Your Funeral Mama"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
01 January 2005 @ 06:39 pm
Well. This is Phill.
Only the coolest most saddest spazzed out drunk you'd ever meet.



Me and the cuttay pattutays.


WHAT A FUNNNN NIGHT )
 
 
my mood: thirsty
my heart beat: The Chiodos Bros ="Rainclouds For Eyeballs"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
26 December 2004 @ 09:22 pm


A KISS THING SURVEY!!! )

i wish my x-mas was better this year. so much drama everywhere

 
 
my mood: indescribable
my heart beat: Fear Before - "The Long Road To The Middle"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
25 December 2004 @ 01:36 pm
yay, i got a digital camera and decided to have some fun with it.;-)



FOLLOW ME TO PARADISE )
 
 
my mood: accomplished
my heart beat: fear before - the story of the curious oysters
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
21 December 2004 @ 12:47 pm


PICTURES! )
 
 
my mood: satisfied
my heart beat: The Early November -"Ever So Sweet"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
14 December 2004 @ 12:38 pm

Hm... we just got done with Philosophy class... we ate chinese food.. yum yum... now I'm bored.. here's some weird pictures. Hope you enjoy them.

 

^sexy chicken

^haha, yeah i like winter but its too cold ^jeez i wonder what this baby is gonna be like when she/he grows up

 
 
my mood: scared
my heart beat: FATA - "Short Stories With Tragic Endings"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
05 December 2004 @ 06:16 pm
Kalina happens to have a crush on someone..... I wonder how its gonna end up this time...

 
 
my mood: hopeful
my heart beat: Under A Falling Sky - "Autumn Of Us"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
23 November 2004 @ 08:18 am
Who likes turkeys?
 
 
my mood: bouncy
my heart beat: Fear Before-"Should Have Stayed In The Shallows"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
14 November 2004 @ 08:37 pm
boring pictures. )
 
 
my mood: naughty
my heart beat: The Chiodos Bros
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
01 November 2004 @ 01:11 pm

Bush or Kerry?!

hmm... who would i choose? i have no idea.. i dont follow the government shit, but i'm wondering on people's decisions.

<3

 
 
my mood: surprised
my heart beat: The Chiodos Bros - "Rainclouds For Eyeballs"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
29 October 2004 @ 09:33 pm
oh man. Halloween is in what, two days, and i still don't know what i should dress up as....


:( any ideas?!
 
 
my mood: restless
my heart beat: Antilove - "Tommy Two Time"
 
 
Kalina - *but she's only smiling to deny the pain*
27 October 2004 @ 02:57 pm
hahhahahahhahaha.



uh.
 
 
my mood: crappy
my heart beat: FATA - "Short Stories With Tragic Endings"